| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 11 years |
| Date of Birth | 7/1992 |
| Date of Death | 8/2003 |
| Visitors | 3,958 since 02/09/2007 |
| Creator |
JESSICA WAS BORN ON 7TH JULY 1992 SHE WAS A NORMAL LITTLE GIRL NO PROBLEMS ,WHEN SHE WAS JUST ON
6YRS OLD WE FOUND OUT THAT JESS HAD A VERY RARE CONDITION CALLED PRIMARY PULMONARY HYPERTENSION JESS
DIED 3 WKS AFTER HER 11TH BIRTHDAY , JESS FOUGHT AND FOUGHT BUT SADLY ON THE 5TH OF AUGUST MY BRAVE
LITTLE GIRL HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK AND DIED IN THE ARMS OF HER DAD SHE WAS AND WILL ALWAYS BE TO
US THE MOST BRAVEST AND COURAGEOUS LITTLE GIRL WE WILL EVER MEET,ALL SHE SUFFERED YOU WOULD NEVER
KNOW SHE NEVER EVER COMPLAINED IN JUST OVER 5YRS EVEN WITH NUMEROUS HOSPITAL STAYS AT ALDER
HEY,GREAT ORMOND ST,AND LEEDS INFIRMARY JESS SPENT THE LAST 4YRS OF HER LIFE WITH A CENTRAL LINE IN
HER CHEST WITH CONTINUOUS IV THERAPY ,AFTER SHE DIED THE CARDIOLIGIST TOLD US HE WAS SO PROUD OF HER
BECAUSE AT SOME POINT IN HER ILLNESS SHE HAD GONE THROUGH PAIN AN NEVER COMPLAINED ONCE .JESSICA WAS
LOVED BY EVERYBODY WHO KNEW HER SHE WAS ABSOLUTELY ADORED BY ME HER DAD AND HER LITTLE SISTER
AIMEE, AND MANY MANY MORE, HER FUNERAL WAS BEAUTIFUL SHE HAD WHITE HORSES AND CARRIAGE AND THE
AMOUNT OF PEOPLE THAT LINED THE STREETS WAS LOVELY, EVEN THE CHURCH WAS CHOCKER THERE WERE SPEAKERS
OUTSIDE SO EVERYONE HEARD, WE PLAYED HER FAVOURITE SONGS AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL EVERYTHING MY BRAVE
LITTLE PRINCESS DESERVED ITS BEEN 4 YRS NOW AND WE STILL CANT BELIEVE SHE HAS GONE THERE IS A
MASSIVE VOID IN OUR LIVES THAT CAN NEVER EVER BE FILLED . we say goodnight but not
goodbye that smile of yours will light up the sky we will take comfort in knowing you are in no more
pain and knowing one day we will be together again until then sleep peacefully our beautiful brave
little prncess, love and miss you so much gorgeous keep smilin babe love you always your
heartbroken mum, dad and your little witch aimee
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GOD BLESS YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXX
Precious Jessica
They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.
i would do anything for you
If i could have taken the pain away,
As you lay in your bed,
Id have done it without thinking,
And id have gone instead;
I knew that i was selfish but i knew when you were gone,
My life would be so empty and i wouldnt want to carry on,
Then you slipped away and left me,
There was nothing i could do,
Life goes on and i exist,
But its nothing without you.
There is a big tear running down my face,
A tear just like a stain,
This tear knows what sorrow is,
This tear has felt some pain,
This tear has had some good times,
And its had some sad aswell,
For this tear has seen heaven,
And this tear has seen hell,
This tear is really special and its so important too,
But why its really special is because it falls for you
love you jess miss you so much lots of love your mum xxx
missing you babe
MISSING YOU
Heaven made an angel,
Then sent her from above,
Just to be our daughter,
and fill our world with love.
All the joy we ever needed
was captured in her smile,
She filled our world with sunshine.
If only for a while.
Although we never thought thered be
a time we,d have to part,
when heaven took our angel back
They left us broken hearted.
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morning babe hope your ok having a nice time now your free to do what ever you want your not restricted anymore ,aimee just went back to skool she didnt want to she seems very nervous look after her for me jess cant bare the thought of going through all that again like last year i really thought i was going too lose her as well but thank god shes well better thats what bullying does babe they didnt realise her life had already been turned upside down and her world torn apart she always talks about you shes so lost without you jess its so hard for her being on her own now when she had her big sister to look after her. i took her to see high school musical in the empire she loved it she was so suprised cos she didnt no a thing about it i took her for a chinese then when she thought we were going home i gave her the ticket i love do things like that do you remember when you thought your dad was dropping me off in town to go out an i said i would take you both to see uncle john cos he was in the penny working an i suprised you by taking you both to the royal court to see atomic kitten i wish i could see the look on your faces again it was boss well babe im going now i just want you to know i love you an miss you every minute of the day you are my precious little princess an i love you be bak soon babe promise keep smiling my beautiful brave princess love you always your mum xxxxxx look down on uncle john babe he's not too good right now take care of him love you babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya babe its me again ,was that you last night hope so aimee was well freaked out but i was just made up thinking it was you, no what jess i was really down yesterday aimee was giving me a big hug i told her it had to be big enough to be from the two of you then she said to me its ok mum jess is at the end of the bed watching you and then that happened with the draw no wander she was freaked cos of wot she said she ended up sleeping with me bet you were laughin your head off cos that was wot you would of done little miss mischief,aimee's bak at skool tomorrow im taking her out for tea an then ive got her tickets for high school musical in the empire hope she enjoys it she dusnt no about it yet ypou no the way i liked to suprise you both im going now babe keep smiling my beautiful little princess love you always an forever your mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya babe back again i wish you were her was at work today one of the residents was taken ill it was horrible babe just reminded me of the day you went into hospital the fast response ambulance followed by the normal ambulance god babe just got a bad flashback to that horrible day you were so brave then but that wasnt unusual was it babe that was you for a long time getting on with it no matter what life threw at you just wish babe that i was half as brave as you stay with me jess i need you so much now, keep gettin these weird feelings like my back is getting pushed hope its you babe letting me no you are still around me i just need to no that your ok babe oh god how am i supposed to live without my baby its so hard i would love to no why people say it gets easier thers no way thats happening with me its getting harder each day well beautiful im gonna go now cos guess what cant type anymore the tears are coming down my face look down on us babe keep smilin beautiful love and miss you my little princess your mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx be back soon promise xxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello my beautiful little angel hope you are ok babe ,god jess i cant stand my life without you i miss you soooo much hun dont know how im gonna keep this up acting like every thing is ok when it isnt , aimees back at school this week i am dreading that hate it when she goes just want to keep her here with me but thats me being selfish but i cant help it babe i am so lost without you life is so hard i will av to go babe r ste as just come down be back soon babe love you my beautiful little princess keep smilin xxxxxxxx
never take someone for granted....hold special people close to your heart....because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you was too busy collecting stones...send this to a special diamonds in your life i just did xxxxx
For Kathy & Ernie With Love & Thoughts
Thank you, Mom and Dad,
for the little time we had together.
Now I'm on my way to Heaven,
and without you, it will seem forever.
As I strolled through Heaven's Gates,
I was greeted by a Heavenly Host.
They said, 'Follow us,
We will show you who loves you most.'
'Look through Heaven's portals.'
As I gazed through the portal
looking down ... there you stood,
Mom and Dad,
with a bright light all around.
Now, I know you are not alone.
I saw Jesus by your side.
He will help you with all your sorrow.
With you, He will always abide.
I asked our Lord, here in Heaven,
as He sat me by His knee,
'Please, when it's time for you both to come,
that your souls will again be with me.'
I know it's hard for you to understand
that my time there on earth was so very short.
But, always keep me in your memories
As we keep our love alive in each other's heart.
Look toward the heavens.
You will see my star shining bright.
Thank God for all of your blessings.
I'll visit you in your dreams each night.
I love you more than when you gave me birth.
And, I thank you for the life, to me, you gave.
A crown of pearls is waiting for each of you.
For, my soul you gave to Him to save xxx
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Always in my thoughts, I will never forget your beautiful, brave angel Jessica, you and Aimee or your lovely family and all the other people who knew and loved Jessica and whose world has been brightened so much by her presence and become a much darker place with her loss. Thank you so much also Kathy for the lovely poems you've left on Em's page and the candles you've lit even though I've become a bit sporadic coming onto Jessica's page~I've not been on the GTS site much at all recently as I'm currently staying most of the time at our flat in the Lakes where one of my sisters fell at the beginning of July and broke her right hip (she'd been out for an early morning bike ride, forgot her new bike she got for up there had toe straps and when she went to dismount crashed to the ground with her bike with her...still astride it!...OUCH!) and where I've only been able to access a public computer in the internet cafe across the road a couple of times...Anyway, being there for my sister, running around and looking after and out for her, etc., has given me something [else] to focus on and I have in fact found it harder coming back home to Liverpool on the couple of occasions I've been back for a couple of days, with this being one of those (the second) such times...I know you'll understand that~all these hurdles and adjustments, it's so hard as you know all too well, as I know you've had two of the biggest ones to get over again with Jessica's 16th birthday last month and her 5th Angel Anniversary...I'm full of admiration for you and wanted to let you know I didn't forget [either]~Again, thank you for remembering Emma and for your messages. Love, thoughts & blessings always~particularly to the three of you, Kathy, Ernie & Aimee, Sue xxx
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